Girls Thing

Because we girls are so complicated and love to over think something.

So girls out there, did you do the same as me? hikhik. xoxo

Hospital Life Part 2

Wah, sequel sgt cerita kau. Luls. 

Remember I told you that my body temperature was high last night. Alhamdulillah, at 5.30 am, the nurse check again the temperature. And, it was about 37.2 C. So, operation can be proceed as planned before.

I woke up, perform my Subuh prayer and mandi! I was ready with the operation. I change my outfit. I have to wear the OT garments (gittew). Haha.

I have called both my parents before I go into the OT room. I told them to come over by 1pm. Perhaps, the surgery have finished by that time. About 9pm, Nurse Zuraini and Nurse Hidayu sent me to the OT. Even though it was my third time with surgery, but still, nervous-to-the-death! 

As usual, the process of changing the bed have took about 5 times. So, there was a nice pakcik that push my bed into the OT. I met with my anesthetist, Dr Wan Ahmad Faizal. Thanks for being my sedatives :)  

As I choose to done my surgery under General anaesthetic, I will be induce coma within a minutes after received injection. Believe it or not, I have been intubate. I received:

1. anaesthetic drugs (an injection and gas to breathe)
2. strong pain relief drugs (morphine or something similar)
3. oxygen to breathe

I will need a breathing tube in my throat whilst I are anaesthetised to make sure that oxygen and anaesthetic gases can move easily into my lungs and a breathing machine (ventilator) will be used.

So, I conscious because I want to vomit. There was a bitter taste in my throat. Really bitter! Yucks! and i continued to sleep (because of the medicine in my body). Before leaving the OT, I couldn't see both my parents outside. 

I'm feeling sick, dizziness, sore throat, and having a bad vomiting after the surgery. About 3.00 pm, I vomit again. So mom was here., helping me out. I told them to have lunch first. So, they decide to eat KFC! Poor me. Yet after my body was a bit stabilize, (even though with a bit dizziness),  I perform my Zuhur prayer at 4.15pm. After they came back from lunch, mom brought  lauk for me. But i only can start eat at 6.45pm.  

So, there was my legs look alike after operation

Usually, 3 days after the surgery, doctor will open this bandage to see the wound and for dressing purpose. I was the one who cant wait to see whether it was a new scars or doctor just open my old scars for this surgery. 

Alhamdulillah, I can easily perform my solat here, beside my bed. Allah mudahkan :) So, below is the place for me to perform my solat.

It was a quite boring here since I cannot walk and my room is quite isolated. Basically, I was the permanent resident here. Tengok orang masuk hospital sehari dua je, lepas tu boleh balik. It was really hurt you know. Haha! Pity me since i have to on the antibiotics. Luckily I bring over some books and have download several games in my phone.

Zzzzzz....

Boring Level 100 

There was one night. I didn't know how ganas I sleep. My branula was about to loose and start bleeding. So, the nurse just remove my branula. Thought I would be free. Tomorrow morning, the nurse just inserted a new branula :(

Tangan banyak dosa ni,

So far, only 2 nights i sleep alone in the room without any patient-mate. Luls. At first, I was a bit scared. But, Alhamdulillah I can endure the feeling. Hihi. 

My night view. See, Im all alone.

My morning view.

My every morning different handsome view. Forgot to capture the other doctors picture. Senyap2. Hihi 

My food view. 

Ok, so far both my parents supply foods for me. So, there is one day that Ayah unable to visit me. So, I just ate the hospital food. Once! Haha! 

Such a long entry this time. Hehe. So, is anyone out there have the experienced as patient? Well, actually it was a bit boring to be a patient since I have just to lying on the bed 24/7. But, it was the time for us to rehab, to rest since I do have to do all the chores. Hehe. Just appreciate it :)
Till then. xoxo! 

Hospital Life Part 1

Hye! hope you're doing good.

As promised, for this entry post, it will be about my hospital routine. No. My second hospital life to be exact. Luls.

So, I have been ordered by the doctor to 'check-in' at the hospital on 12th October 2014. Thought I want to registered after Maghrib. but yet after Zuhur, i did received a call from the hospital. The nurse ask me to registered before 7. And know what, Mak and Ayah did sent me to the hospital after Asar. 

Nah. Muka selfie dlm kereta. Rasa nak tampo tgk. HAHA!

So, after registered. I went to the ward. I have been placed at Ward 2A, Bed No 1. Whoa! Last time Bed No 3. Semuanya awal2.

I put my stuff, laundries, snacks, and all of my things into a cupboard. Know what? i did even brought along the hanger, extra pillow, and extra blanket. Just in case. Haha. The ambiance in my room was quite comfy. I have been placed in a room with  4 beds in total (with air-cond). Oh, the toilet is just next to me. so, no worries. 

Shortly afterwards, a nurse came to me to set the branula. And I asked her, why so soon? She said doctors ask for the blood test. Sakit ok. I mean it. She check my body temperature. unluckily, my temp at that time was 37.6 C. Honestly, I didn't aware that I have a fever. And OK! I start worrying. Because, no operation can be done if I had a fever, cough, flu, and so on.  My mother start nagging lah of course. Because, yesterday, I just safely landed from Senawang. Tulah, siapa suruh jalan lagi. Haha. But the nurse told me, In shaa Allah, they will monitoring me from time to time. Hopefully, everything will be fine.

It was about 7.00pm.Then, I sent my parent off to car. So, I waved to them dengan muka kesian. Want to go home too amma appa! 

I turned back and no miracles happen. Haha. 

Back to your mind please! 

So I perform my Maghrib at the ground floor Surau. While waiting for Isyaa' ....................

Tadaa!

Right after perform my Isyaa'. I went back to my ward and change my suit. HAHA! I have to put on the hospital uniforms before kena tegur with the nurses and guards for the second time. At 12am, I have to fast and nurses gave me this to endure the hunger. So, no foods and drinks allowed since I'm under GA (general anesthesia) case.

So, Good night. Sleep tight. Xoxo.

Third Surgery, Removing all the screws

Hola guys!

Ok ok. Straight to the point. Well, you will be questioning, why lately budak ni rajin post new entry. hewhew. It was because i'm in a recovery and healing process from my very third surgery, removing all the screw from my leg.

Why so early to remove this fellas? 

First, I had severe pain when i'm walk too much.

Second, sometimes, I can even hear the crack sound from my bone when I move here and there.

Still, once in a thrice months, I have a follow-up with the doctors at the hospital. Well, my case had been transferred to Hospital Jasin. 

On 12th August, I took MC for follow up at hospital. guess, I think that was my lucky day because the doctor that treat me is a Specialist!! so, Mr Karim is his name. As usual, I said to him my current condition. He advise me to do the x-ray. So, here it is. 

Then he did ask me, did you have pain? severe pain as well at that area? Of course yes! *drooling*

"No Wonder you have that kind of pain Syuhada, you see, (while pointing at the x-ray) it might happen because of the loosening of your screw at the second and third screw. I want you to do some blood test to check the CRP and ESR. If that result showing the high reading, confirm! INFECTION ON YOUR BONE"

*gulp*

So I asked him again, why this thing happen because as I know the alien in my leg is a stailess steel (according to my previous doctor).

"Syuhada, not all are guaranteed. Biasanya, kuman suka stay pada tempat yang ada besi macam ni. Some people, the body ok with all that kind of besi inside and vice versa.Sebab tu skru awak start to loose, and I can cross a finger that your blood test result soon will show the high reading of CRP and ESR'

And I was like, canggih haih Doctor ni.  Ok doctor, Well explained. So I do some blood test and only will know the result by next week appointment.

On 19th August 2014, I have another follow-up regarding the blood test result. 

So, yes! According to the doctor,the reading was high. CRP=21, ESR=69.

Immediately, the lady doctor have booked for me the date to do the operation. Luckily, I have been prepared well. Physically and Mentally. Hehehe. Poyo. 

So, the date have been decided. I booked 13th October 2014 as my third operation date. Luckily on that day, my leave have been approved by my boss. So I took 2 months leave. With Pay. Yeayers!

For the next entry, I will write about my life as a patient again. Pakai baju uniform hijau lagi weh. HAHAHAHAHA! 

Got to go peeps! Till then. XOXO.

Perpisahan Bukanlah Pengakhiran

Apabila kita berputus kasih dengan seseorang dalam erti kata,kita putus cinta (senang cite), maka orang itu bukanlah orang yang terbaik untuk masa hadapan kita. Mungkin juga Allah sedang mengatur seseorang yang lebih baik di masa hadapan, yang dapat membimbing kita di kemudian hari.

Kalau kita tak dapat sebijik mcm dia, Allah akan bagi kita yang lain more or less exactly mcm dia ataupun yang jauh lebih baik dari dia.who knows?

Dan...mungkin juga Allah mahu menyelamatkan kita dari berterusan bergelumang dengan maksiat yang kita sendiri tidak sedari dalam diam. apabila semakin lama dgn si dia,kita mungkin akan jadi kurang malu. Allah nak selamatkan kita. see, sayangnya Dia pada kita. pengetahuan Allah sgt luas dan siapa kita untuk mempersoalkannya?

If things are happening according to your wish, you are lucky, but if they are not,you are VERY LUCKY b'coz they are happening according to Allah's wish. biiznillah.

Pesanan terakhir,Allah tidak pernah memisahkan sesuatu dari hambanya kecuali Dia mengantinya dgn lebih baik. dan Allah tidak pernah mungkir janji.

Allahualam.

Yang Hina,

H.A.M.B.A.M.U

2 June 2012 (00:14am)

Relationship Goal

Tadaa!

Masha-Allah. Both of them are my senior at UiTM Sri Iskandar Perak last few years back.

Allahurabbi.

I'm quite close with the bride since we are neighbor at Blok Melati 1. 

I used to tease her, bully her, and so on. hikhik. Ampun akak.

Such a purdy, sopan, cute, pretty, intelligent. 
In fact, if she's not wearing purdah pun, mmg ribu ribu melon cantik! 

Mabruk big sissy on your wedding day. Mabruk bang syafiq. I adore you much now. Much.

And sorry I can't attend your wedding due to some issue. Hikhik.

Wishing you the best marriage! 

May both of you find the happiness and pleasure.

Being legally and sacredly bind with each other. 

I love you fillah

UiTM Convocation Ceremony.

Date : 12th May 2014

Time : 2.30 pm

Venue : Dewan Tamingsari Uitm Lendu, Alor gajah Melaka.

Session : May 2014, No 22

Alhamdullilah my greatest regards to Allah for giving me such a good health and strength in completing my studies despite all the challenges that I faced. 

If picture can paint a thousand words, I wonder what picture I should paint to express my utmost gratitude to the people who have given a lot of help through two and a half year that I took to complete my study. 

First and foremost, I would like to take this opportunity to express my utmost appreciation to my family for providing me a conducive place to stay, to study, transportation, financial support and moral support during those days. Your prayers and support will always be my courage through hard time.

My warmest appreciations to all my lecturers from Part 4 until Part 8, who had gave support, encouragement, concern, and supervision in order to complete this study. I'm nothing without all of your guidance.

Last but not least, I want to give my acknowledgment and full appreciation to my SAHABOB, classmate, group mate, and friends for all the hardworking and cooperation to finish this Degree. The memories will remain forever. In shaa Allah.

Again, trillion thanks! All of your kindness and patience for helping me directly or indirectly in many ways during all this time will not be forgotten. Only God can repay you. Xoxo (kenapa speech of appreciation aku dh mcm penghargaan dlm portfolio? tehee)

Lemme expense (sooo accounting term) you guys with my convo picture.

Thank you mak, ayah, abang, adik <3

Say cheeseeee!

Part of them. Ramai yg takde masa ni. 

Apa lagi yg tak kena si Arami ni ek Atul.

Hah melopong mulut tuuuuuuu

Ehehehehe, seronok pulak titew gelak.

Le girl.

Ok. It was supposed to be Emerald green.But its ok. Its alright. The other green is still valid.

Le Gadis

Apa kau pana? Lawak apa kau buat? hehe

Flying kick nak?hikhik

"Meh syg, abng betulkn topi tu"
Paling sayang.
Nurussaadah Jamaludin
Kawan2 tolong doakan dia dapat baby ye ? tq :)