Wednesday, 10 December 2014

Hospital Life Part 1

Hye! hope you're doing good.

As promised, for this entry post, it will be about my hospital routine. No. My second hospital life to be exact. Luls.

So, I have been ordered by the doctor to 'check-in' at the hospital on 12th October 2014. Thought I want to registered after Maghrib. but yet after Zuhur, i did received a call from the hospital. The nurse ask me to registered before 7. And know what, Mak and Ayah did sent me to the hospital after Asar. 

Nah. Muka selfie dlm kereta. Rasa nak tampo tgk. HAHA!

So, after registered. I went to the ward. I have been placed at Ward 2A, Bed No 1. Whoa! Last time Bed No 3. Semuanya awal2.



I put my stuff, laundries, snacks, and all of my things into a cupboard. Know what? i did even brought along the hanger, extra pillow, and extra blanket. Just in case. Haha. The ambiance in my room was quite comfy. I have been placed in a room with  4 beds in total (with air-cond). Oh, the toilet is just next to me. so, no worries. 

Shortly afterwards, a nurse came to me to set the branula. And I asked her, why so soon? She said doctors ask for the blood test. Sakit ok. I mean it. She check my body temperature. unluckily, my temp at that time was 37.6 C. Honestly, I didn't aware that I have a fever. And OK! I start worrying. Because, no operation can be done if I had a fever, cough, flu, and so on.  My mother start nagging lah of course. Because, yesterday, I just safely landed from Senawang. Tulah, siapa suruh jalan lagi. Haha. But the nurse told me, In shaa Allah, they will monitoring me from time to time. Hopefully, everything will be fine.

It was about 7.00pm.Then, I sent my parent off to car. So, I waved to them dengan muka kesian. Want to go home too amma appa! 
I turned back and no miracles happen. Haha. 

Back to your mind please! 
So I perform my Maghrib at the ground floor Surau. While waiting for Isyaa' ....................

Tadaa!
Right after perform my Isyaa'. I went back to my ward and change my suit. HAHA! I have to put on the hospital uniforms before kena tegur with the nurses and guards for the second time. At 12am, I have to fast and nurses gave me this to endure the hunger. So, no foods and drinks allowed since I'm under GA (general anesthesia) case.



So, Good night. Sleep tight. Xoxo.




Thursday, 4 December 2014

Third Surgery, Removing all the screws

Hola guys!

Ok ok. Straight to the point. Well, you will be questioning, why lately budak ni rajin post new entry. hewhew. It was because i'm in a recovery and healing process from my very third surgery, removing all the screw from my leg.

Why so early to remove this fellas? 
First, I had severe pain when i'm walk too much.
Second, sometimes, I can even hear the crack sound from my bone when I move here and there.

Still, once in a thrice months, I have a follow-up with the doctors at the hospital. Well, my case had been transferred to Hospital Jasin. 

On 12th August, I took MC for follow up at hospital. guess, I think that was my lucky day because the doctor that treat me is a Specialist!! so, Mr Karim is his name. As usual, I said to him my current condition. He advise me to do the x-ray. So, here it is. 



Then he did ask me, did you have pain? severe pain as well at that area? Of course yes! *drooling*
"No Wonder you have that kind of pain Syuhada, you see, (while pointing at the x-ray) it might happen because of the loosening of your screw at the second and third screw. I want you to do some blood test to check the CRP and ESR. If that result showing the high reading, confirm! INFECTION ON YOUR BONE"

*gulp*

So I asked him again, why this thing happen because as I know the alien in my leg is a stailess steel (according to my previous doctor).
"Syuhada, not all are guaranteed. Biasanya, kuman suka stay pada tempat yang ada besi macam ni. Some people, the body ok with all that kind of besi inside and vice versa.Sebab tu skru awak start to loose, and I can cross a finger that your blood test result soon will show the high reading of CRP and ESR'

And I was like, canggih haih Doctor ni.  Ok doctor, Well explained. So I do some blood test and only will know the result by next week appointment.


On 19th August 2014, I have another follow-up regarding the blood test result. 
So, yes! According to the doctor,the reading was high. CRP=21, ESR=69.
Immediately, the lady doctor have booked for me the date to do the operation. Luckily, I have been prepared well. Physically and Mentally. Hehehe. Poyo. 

So, the date have been decided. I booked 13th October 2014 as my third operation date. Luckily on that day, my leave have been approved by my boss. So I took 2 months leave. With Pay. Yeayers!

For the next entry, I will write about my life as a patient again. Pakai baju uniform hijau lagi weh. HAHAHAHAHA! 

Got to go peeps! Till then. XOXO.

Saturday, 29 November 2014

Perpisahan Bukanlah Pengakhiran

Apabila kita berputus kasih dengan seseorang dalam erti kata,kita putus cinta (senang cite), maka orang itu bukanlah orang yang terbaik untuk masa hadapan kita. Mungkin juga Allah sedang mengatur seseorang yang lebih baik di masa hadapan, yang dapat membimbing kita di kemudian hari.

Kalau kita tak dapat sebijik mcm dia, Allah akan bagi kita yang lain more or less exactly mcm dia ataupun yang jauh lebih baik dari dia.who knows?

Dan...mungkin juga Allah mahu menyelamatkan kita dari berterusan bergelumang dengan maksiat yang kita sendiri tidak sedari dalam diam. apabila semakin lama dgn si dia,kita mungkin akan jadi kurang malu. Allah nak selamatkan kita. see, sayangnya Dia pada kita. pengetahuan Allah sgt luas dan siapa kita untuk mempersoalkannya?

If things are happening according to your wish, you are lucky, but if they are not,you are VERY LUCKY b'coz they are happening according to Allah's wish. biiznillah.

Pesanan terakhir,Allah tidak pernah memisahkan sesuatu dari hambanya kecuali Dia mengantinya dgn lebih baik. dan Allah tidak pernah mungkir janji.

Allahualam.


Yang Hina,
H.A.M.B.A.M.U
2 June 2012 (00:14am)

Saturday, 22 November 2014

Relationship Goal


Tadaa!


Masha-Allah. Both of them are my senior at UiTM Sri Iskandar Perak last few years back.
Allahurabbi.
I'm quite close with the bride since we are neighbor at Blok Melati 1. 
I used to tease her, bully her, and so on. hikhik. Ampun akak.
Such a purdy, sopan, cute, pretty, intelligent. 
In fact, if she's not wearing purdah pun, mmg ribu ribu melon cantik! 

Mabruk big sissy on your wedding day. Mabruk bang syafiq. I adore you much now. Much.
And sorry I can't attend your wedding due to some issue. Hikhik.

Wishing you the best marriage! 
May both of you find the happiness and pleasure.
Being legally and sacredly bind with each other. 
I love you fillah

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

UiTM Convocation Ceremony.

Date : 12th May 2014
Time : 2.30 pm
Venue : Dewan Tamingsari Uitm Lendu, Alor gajah Melaka.
Session : May 2014, No 22

Alhamdullilah my greatest regards to Allah for giving me such a good health and strength in completing my studies despite all the challenges that I faced. 
If picture can paint a thousand words, I wonder what picture I should paint to express my utmost gratitude to the people who have given a lot of help through two and a half year that I took to complete my study. 

First and foremost, I would like to take this opportunity to express my utmost appreciation to my family for providing me a conducive place to stay, to study, transportation, financial support and moral support during those days. Your prayers and support will always be my courage through hard time.

My warmest appreciations to all my lecturers from Part 4 until Part 8, who had gave support, encouragement, concern, and supervision in order to complete this study. I'm nothing without all of your guidance.

Last but not least, I want to give my acknowledgment and full appreciation to my SAHABOB, classmate, group mate, and friends for all the hardworking and cooperation to finish this Degree. The memories will remain forever. In shaa Allah.

Again, trillion thanks! All of your kindness and patience for helping me directly or indirectly in many ways during all this time will not be forgotten. Only God can repay you. Xoxo (kenapa speech of appreciation aku dh mcm penghargaan dlm portfolio? tehee)

Lemme expense (sooo accounting term) you guys with my convo picture.

Thank you mak, ayah, abang, adik <3
Say cheeseeee!

Part of them. Ramai yg takde masa ni. 

Apa lagi yg tak kena si Arami ni ek Atul.

Hah melopong mulut tuuuuuuu

Ehehehehe, seronok pulak titew gelak.

Le girl.

Ok. It was supposed to be Emerald green.But its ok. Its alright. The other green is still valid.

Le Gadis

Apa kau pana? Lawak apa kau buat? hehe

Flying kick nak?hikhik

"Meh syg, abng betulkn topi tu"
Paling sayang.
Nurussaadah Jamaludin
Kawan2 tolong doakan dia dapat baby ye ? tq :)

Wednesday, 22 October 2014

Dream Cars




Handsomenya awak! 



Coolnya awak!






Charmingnya awak!






Sportynya awak!
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Tapi end up aku rasa semua aku tak mampu pakai. Sebab yg kat atas ni semua tak tercapai akalku. mihmih

Takpelah.

At least.

I dream big.

*cry a river*


Friday, 17 October 2014

Post-life after accident

Assalamualaikum.

It has been a while since I didn't post on my blog. My life was keep getting busier and busier nowadays. 
Yeah! Since my last post (on last year), I have been busy with the classes, projects, assignments, and so on.
Oh ya! forget to tell you guys. I decided not to extend my study since it was my final semester! Luckily, my good good sahabat, Sasa agree to stay at my home and bring me to the class everyday. Since she is quite close with my mak and family too. I think mak was the happiest person because after all,she did have a friend and a companion to watch all the cerekarama, samarinda and whatsoever Malay drama. Sorry mak. I am not soo into Malay drama. Also, thanks to her husband because did allowed her to stay with me at my house. hikhik. And there we go.


Our routine while waiting for green traffic light :)

Hell yeah, I have to use crutches until end of November 2013. It took about 6 months to walk again. *pity me*
At the first place, it was challenging to me since I have to climb up all the stairs, walk carefully, to perform wudhu', pray, go to the toilet, go to the library. And yes. I became the centre of attention by all the students there.
Alhamdulillah, my life went well. You know what? We (Sasa and I) got a special parking lots here for the disabled student. Wiwiwiwi. Plus, we no need to queuing up with a long lines everyday to catch the lift. I can freely enter the library and borak2 with pakcik Rashid and mak Azraa. And, Mak Cik Tipah at the cafeteria always give us discount price for our meal since we are the regular customer in her cafe back then! hehe.


I know. I know. Too cute to handle isn't it? hikhik

See, even though I have gone through all the pain and difficulties to stand again in my life, Allah telah mudahkan banyak laluan for me.
All the lecturer was very understanding! Same goes to all my supportive classmates. They all always being a gentleman by reserve a space to me in the lift, rebutkan lift for me, angkatkan kerusi, and so on. *cry a river*

Thank you classmate untuk semuanya :')


Even though busy with all the classes, I try not to missed all my physiotherapy session every week. Think it was very important to me. Yelah, takut jalan senget tempang nanti.hihi.

At the first, the physiotherapist will wrap my leg with the hot pack about 20 minutes. I just have to lying on the bed and playing candy crush. 



And then, I have to cycle the specific bicycle for about 30 minutes. Reason being, by doing this, perhaps my leg can normally bend like before. And guess what, it works!

Baru 6 minit dah hilang kudrat

So, for people out there who have the same fate like me, you guys please don't simply give up on your life. I know, it was very difficult to move here and there with the crutches but trust me, Allay will ease your journey then. Please put your trust in Allah and stay strong. Please, even sakit, utamakan lah solat. Sebab Allah tak pernah meletakkan hambanya pd tangga kedua. (if you get what i mean) 


Apalah sangat ujian kecil yg kita dapat ni jikalau nak dibandingkan dengan ujian yg pernah diterima oleh Rasulullah SAW.


Ok, its about 3.00 a.m. and i fell very sleepy now. Sleepy head. hikhik. Till then. 
Assalamualaikum.